I don’t think I can stand to stay here much longer. God forbid I have an attitude every once in a while or get annoyed every once in a while. It’s like I’m a bitch every single day. It’s like I’m expected to deal with people’s comments all day every day without getting mad. According to my granny I need to ‘learn to be nice’. Like what the fuck? What the fuck have I been doing? I used to be a bitch and say whatever the hell I wanted whenever I wanted without consideration. I used to get an attitude easily and be bitterly sarcastic. Now I don’t say shit. I’m fucking nice all the damn time. She needs to learn to be nice. She’s the one that’s always giving a fucking attitude and making sarcastic comments. My mom’s the one who gets pissed off easily and bangs around whenever the fuck she wants. It’s like they expect me to be all smiley smiley and goody-goody all the fuck time. I’m never allowed to have an attitude and if I do people hold it against me until I say sorry and get fucking lectured. No one ever says sorry to me whenever they give me an attitude. And they wonder why I’m upstairs all the time. Its because I’m not allowed to be angry or annoyed if I’m downstairs.
I definitely started watching Naruto again just for this week’s episode and next week’s episode. Fuck, I can’t wait
